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When you are 15 the world is a great place where people have happy families, great job and all they care about is raising their kids right but with time passing you understand that world isnt that peaceful and fair place..that people cheat, lie, kill, run away that they are individuals and they do have their own world.... that young doesnt always go out with young... that the world is actually one messy lace where you have to fight if you want to survive...where you get hurt and disappointed...and where not everything goes the way you want - with happy endings... it is not a movie or your imaginary universe where everything is positive.... here we need tghe balance between everything in this case minus and plus also.... you realize that if you are not smart enough and if you dont over think the situations you may end up alone and never get the chance to live your life happily....

I get hurt get mad confused then ask people for advice maybe the wrong people and then wait... wait for the time to grow up,to come around... and that can take sometimes long enough- and maybe i am stupid enough to wait forever....

When you hit 15 and everything changes.....just in one summer you grow up you start noticing the opposite sex and actually want smth sometimes even serious you discover facts about your body you understand your parents love you actually are ashamed because you dont know what happens to you your mentality changes you start getting out of your balloon you actually are getting sociable you start talking to girls not only your boys crew you start learning things about life you start experiencing fair and unfair you get disappointed you get hurt you fall in love you start care about people and you know the meaning and position in our life you get interested in who you are and what is your place in world you start creating your idea for life and world you understand what you are good at and what you like to do so you start exploring your interests you just become in a grown up and you want to be treated like that but the truth is you are just in the beginning and you have a looot to learn be...