Fear
when my life is led by the fear the fear of loosing you in a way that you give me sense and meaning to everything i choose to do and be in a sense to let go at some point and be disappointed at myself again that i could not keep you this fear kills me from inside it breaks me to parts it makes me cry my eyes out it crashes and crashes and there is nothing i can do about it but just feel.... feel and feel over and over again cause you are special and i gave you power over me and i got you close and now i do fear that i will have to eventually let go