Lets face it and not pretend!Lets say it load so everybody can hear it!There is no place for me...I tried so I am not sorry I can fit...sad but that is the truth!...Why u want me there-to feel the free spot,to not feel guilty after that,to have more people or to have fun or u wanna be with me?!I cant answer but I am sure it is nothing of these....I appriciate the invitation and I am glad that u thought of me but do you see me there?Doing your things?!`Cause hounestly I dont..again sad but the truth..maybe i have some people that are waiting for me...maybe i am meant to be there not there..maybe they want me more than you do...as much as I want to be with u I dont want to cause I am not going to feel comfortable and be me and that is important for me...I want you to be my friend...be we are different and as much as I accept you I think you dont accept me..I am temporary fact-one day I am here with u the next puff I am gone and u dont notice it..that is not frendship but still u know I am there and u can count on me...your interest in me will be forever as long as u need me and when u dont u will forget and that is how world works...it is sad to know that it is sad to realize it so young but as soon as u think of it u will realize it too...there arent friendships forever there are interests forever so deal with it...for u it will be the same...i am not more than u and u are not more than me and world works the same for both of us so dont be disappoint just face it and be happy-live for the moment and make memories and one day when u are old and lying on the bed barely breathing just think of those moments and they will keep u warm and alive...live for those moments...and never get attached to smth just deal that one moment is is here and the next...it is gone and u probably are never gonna see it again...never
Loverboy
На какво си способен от любов? На всичко,особено когато си ненаживял се млад човек..... ....готов си да се продадеш в името на някои само за да му докажеш,че му вярваш и че го обичаш безвъзмездно... розовите очила засенчват разума ти .... чувствата надделяват .... само тогава човек пренебрегва себе си,заради някои друг....само тогава човек се отдава напълно....само тогава не си ти! Един филм разказващ една история за любовта.Типично по балкански и все пак не чак до там. Гневен младеж,бунтар,който живее сам.Живее единственено за парите и купона.Защото трябва да се издържа и да отглежда старият си вече оглупял и безпомощен дядо.Типичен мачо.Сваля не коя да е.И всички го желаят.Но малкото,които го имат завършват продавайки доброволно плътта си заради него,мислейки,че му помагат.Защото е по-лесно да манипулираш влюбен човек.....да се възползваш от него.А той вече е отвратен......накрая дори влюбен,но това не му пречи и не изневерява нито на себе си ,нито на стила си.