Do u know what u want?!!
Here is part of e-mail send to me..this part make me think about the real meaning of life...
"I was at a similar place with not knowing what I wanted to do with myself at the beginning of this year and I still have some doubts about dancing...also wanting to pursue other things but now I feel more rooted to what I want to do like that is what I have to aim for now. You have to try out the things that you like to do and that you are good at. Maybe you want to be in criminology mayby you want to be a shooting insturctor or maybe even your whole life you'll want to be a bar tender. Don't be afraid to want to do a job that you love just because other people don't really consider it as a job. That they look at it and do being this means you can't amount to much or you don't earn as much money as everyone else. What matters is that you are happy. I feel pressure a lot of the time to be the best in everything. Then I end up spending too much time on something that isn't really necisary to what I want to do in life...I'm good at academics so my teachers want to put me in these advanced classes but I don't want to do all of them because its going to use up too much of my time and I'll feel unsatisfied. I still have to stop myself from doing to much. I still think I do too much sometimes. I did refuse an AP class which is like the highest level like sort of like a college course except in high School because I knew I couldn't do it and be happy with myself. I do have another AP and other high classes but I kept them because I thought they might help me...But still sometimes I think they are too much. But do what you can to be the best in what you want to do. Try not to get dragged into things you are good at but you really don't have any interest in doing. Believe me I've done that not the greatest idea."
"I was at a similar place with not knowing what I wanted to do with myself at the beginning of this year and I still have some doubts about dancing...also wanting to pursue other things but now I feel more rooted to what I want to do like that is what I have to aim for now. You have to try out the things that you like to do and that you are good at. Maybe you want to be in criminology mayby you want to be a shooting insturctor or maybe even your whole life you'll want to be a bar tender. Don't be afraid to want to do a job that you love just because other people don't really consider it as a job. That they look at it and do being this means you can't amount to much or you don't earn as much money as everyone else. What matters is that you are happy. I feel pressure a lot of the time to be the best in everything. Then I end up spending too much time on something that isn't really necisary to what I want to do in life...I'm good at academics so my teachers want to put me in these advanced classes but I don't want to do all of them because its going to use up too much of my time and I'll feel unsatisfied. I still have to stop myself from doing to much. I still think I do too much sometimes. I did refuse an AP class which is like the highest level like sort of like a college course except in high School because I knew I couldn't do it and be happy with myself. I do have another AP and other high classes but I kept them because I thought they might help me...But still sometimes I think they are too much. But do what you can to be the best in what you want to do. Try not to get dragged into things you are good at but you really don't have any interest in doing. Believe me I've done that not the greatest idea."