Dads boyfriends and willing to do it....
I was watching first epizodes of "Greek" and i started thinking again after all week with an empty head.Although they are just come-and-go thoughts they still are so i cant pass them...
U know I lately think about boys and boyfriends and relationships and parents and university and life and i just realize that our dads are our men in life for ever until u are 18 when u become an adult he cares about u more then anything and he protects u from the world cause u are his little girl and then adult part comes when u go to university and real life begins with serious boys that captures ur head mind and soul for a long time and even get ur full attention and u are so excited more then the fact that ur dad is comeing to visit u and he is jelouse that once he was the one to take care of u and show his support and love and now it is someone else and he is on second place and then u broke up and u are in pain and u cant focus and u go home and u cant get out of bed crying and not wanting anything from life but to open and eat u ance and forever cause u cant imagine how this happens and u cant handle it and then they come again on first place and they feel so much better they help u and then the next guy comes and they started to tell u how he is going to break up with and bla bla bla and how u musnt go out with him and he only says that cause he doesnt want to loose u again but then when he sees that u are actually happy he leaves u alone and is happy for u....
Then about the guy u are dating...why things are so complicated at first..U like someone and he likes u too but there always wil be smth that u cant handle...no matter f it will be that one of u dated some friend of yours or the fact that u have already had a history...or that y had broken up once...or that u are scared to loose the person in the end...or to screw up with smth...or the fact that u are scared from life and unpredictable..or the fact that u have been hurt and u don want to feel that again....or u are not sure in ur/her/his feeling...or that u dont know what u want...and u just dont make any move...u just think and wish....u dont want to risk and u are scared only because u are scared to be rejected for some reason...u dont want to show that u actually stand by what u wish for...u dont want to experience smth great and unknown for u until now.....u hide and then u regret what u didnt do...and u are asking all these qustions about yourself and him/her..u ont go out and talk to him/her ... u prefer watching and spin arround..and the only solution to everything is to talk and to communicate.....and dont be scared to wish..it wont hurt u or eat u or even pay for it so go ahead and may be most of u wont even think about doing it again cause this will be the person u love...or even if it does then u will be more brave and u will know that it is worthy and even if u fail u know how to do it next time...u just have to believe in yourself....
Wish Want Believe Imagine and it is done........
U know I lately think about boys and boyfriends and relationships and parents and university and life and i just realize that our dads are our men in life for ever until u are 18 when u become an adult he cares about u more then anything and he protects u from the world cause u are his little girl and then adult part comes when u go to university and real life begins with serious boys that captures ur head mind and soul for a long time and even get ur full attention and u are so excited more then the fact that ur dad is comeing to visit u and he is jelouse that once he was the one to take care of u and show his support and love and now it is someone else and he is on second place and then u broke up and u are in pain and u cant focus and u go home and u cant get out of bed crying and not wanting anything from life but to open and eat u ance and forever cause u cant imagine how this happens and u cant handle it and then they come again on first place and they feel so much better they help u and then the next guy comes and they started to tell u how he is going to break up with and bla bla bla and how u musnt go out with him and he only says that cause he doesnt want to loose u again but then when he sees that u are actually happy he leaves u alone and is happy for u....
Then about the guy u are dating...why things are so complicated at first..U like someone and he likes u too but there always wil be smth that u cant handle...no matter f it will be that one of u dated some friend of yours or the fact that u have already had a history...or that y had broken up once...or that u are scared to loose the person in the end...or to screw up with smth...or the fact that u are scared from life and unpredictable..or the fact that u have been hurt and u don want to feel that again....or u are not sure in ur/her/his feeling...or that u dont know what u want...and u just dont make any move...u just think and wish....u dont want to risk and u are scared only because u are scared to be rejected for some reason...u dont want to show that u actually stand by what u wish for...u dont want to experience smth great and unknown for u until now.....u hide and then u regret what u didnt do...and u are asking all these qustions about yourself and him/her..u ont go out and talk to him/her ... u prefer watching and spin arround..and the only solution to everything is to talk and to communicate.....and dont be scared to wish..it wont hurt u or eat u or even pay for it so go ahead and may be most of u wont even think about doing it again cause this will be the person u love...or even if it does then u will be more brave and u will know that it is worthy and even if u fail u know how to do it next time...u just have to believe in yourself....
Wish Want Believe Imagine and it is done........