Hear me out
I have smth to say.....I have to say it to this person and I am not even sure why I have to tell him this....but listen:
I dont know where I am wrong and you are not telling me...I suffer from that and I am asking myself why,why am I doing that,after so many years we didnt saw each other and now,now I am interested?....no,I have been interested in the last years we know each other but smth always happened and now I know it is not meant and I dont have to push things but I think it is too late,am I right?...I dont know if I have to tell you this...I dont know if I want to tell you this....I dont know if there is a point...but I do know that u have to know my feelings about this situation and you...I dont know yours and I dont know if I ever wanna know them but if u feel that u want to share them with me I will accept everything even if it is that u dont like me and you just kill time talking to me....I like you.Yes I do...you are a smart,good looking,with sence of humor boy who is motivated to do what it takes to make his dream come true and I appriciate everything you did for me although I know that I havent done anything for you and I know why is that-I never got the chance to know you but you know me 'cause I was an open book for the last years I wished that and I did it and I dont regret any of my actions till now...now when I did smth to you and you went crazy...you are not the same to me...what happened boy?...tell me and i will try to fix it.I promise.'Casuse I need you in my life and I want you there.....you mean smth to me....you were smth to me and you will always be...I dont know if you know any of this but now you know....I dont expect things to change and I dont know if things can go back to normal but I want you to be honest to me...I want the chance I missed to know you...I want the chance to be a real friend....I hope I get it....
Have a great life full of true people...love that appriciates you...surprises that make your life better...chances that will develop your true personality....
I wish you all of that 'cause I know you deserve that boy....
I believe in you ....
I dont know where I am wrong and you are not telling me...I suffer from that and I am asking myself why,why am I doing that,after so many years we didnt saw each other and now,now I am interested?....no,I have been interested in the last years we know each other but smth always happened and now I know it is not meant and I dont have to push things but I think it is too late,am I right?...I dont know if I have to tell you this...I dont know if I want to tell you this....I dont know if there is a point...but I do know that u have to know my feelings about this situation and you...I dont know yours and I dont know if I ever wanna know them but if u feel that u want to share them with me I will accept everything even if it is that u dont like me and you just kill time talking to me....I like you.Yes I do...you are a smart,good looking,with sence of humor boy who is motivated to do what it takes to make his dream come true and I appriciate everything you did for me although I know that I havent done anything for you and I know why is that-I never got the chance to know you but you know me 'cause I was an open book for the last years I wished that and I did it and I dont regret any of my actions till now...now when I did smth to you and you went crazy...you are not the same to me...what happened boy?...tell me and i will try to fix it.I promise.'Casuse I need you in my life and I want you there.....you mean smth to me....you were smth to me and you will always be...I dont know if you know any of this but now you know....I dont expect things to change and I dont know if things can go back to normal but I want you to be honest to me...I want the chance I missed to know you...I want the chance to be a real friend....I hope I get it....
Have a great life full of true people...love that appriciates you...surprises that make your life better...chances that will develop your true personality....
I wish you all of that 'cause I know you deserve that boy....
I believe in you ....