monologue of a dead angel
please,I need space,I need time to think,I want to reconsider my life so I can continue without harming anyone?!Is that difficult....
entertainment is for this...to get away...
movies are for this .... to go into somebody's life and not understanding it,to keep you distracted from your own,to actually think about what the hell is going on with you....
you act like nothing is happening like your life is the respect but in the same time you are the messiest person ever ..... you cant recognize yourself anymore....all you see is an ordinary person...have you ever considered yourself as one...
what do you live for ..why do you live...
what are your emotions or feelings or dreams or goals...
where the hell are you going...
what is all this with not organised person and doing smth so well and in the same time having no idea if it is for you and if you are going to succeed and how....
what the hell are you thinking that without love you are going to live properly and will be happy ....
how the hell are you going to live like that...
damn it you are a living corp....
no soul no nothing....
now i know why all the people around you cant talk with you anymore...
you are not in the same line with them...
you are not moving forward...
you just sit there still without moving...
are you looking for an invitation?! you are not going to get one....just to know ;)
see it is your choice...
what are you afraid of..
for god sake that was the time you were dreaming about and now you are scared...
you ruined your education for what...
ooo come on...
be a grown up....
be the girl you know you are ... and you can be...
dont be pussy....
show us what you can!.....