'Fuck you,we are over!!!'

You know what,forget it .... forget me ... forget everything we had in the past ... 
i am sick of you pretending ... i am sick of you not talking... i am sick of you ignoring me ...
you want me gone - i am ... you already did it ... you pushed me far away from you...
cause you cant live the distance right,although you say that you can ,although you are trying with every boy but when it comes to me ,when it comes to a friend no ... i wonder were we ever been friends or this was just my imagination ..
what is the problem? that i havent visited you in a year - why didnt you come...why you never picked the phone and said smth .... why the hell? why should i always be the one to do smth about it ... i hate it - i feel like i am the only one trying and the only one that care and that you dont want me but i am a stubborn child and u are afraid to not push me directly cause i wont handle it,cause you will hurt me ,is that it? 
Dont worry about me i am a grown up woman and if you dont want me in your life not even as someone you know and used to be close to then just say it for God's sake i dont want to interrupt your so perfect put in order life where i dont fit - i dont fit cause i do what i want to do,right?
Come on tell me what ii is really about cause believe me i am one step from saying 'Fuck you,we are over!!!'
And dont tell me that there is nothing i know you far from good to not know that there is smth ....why are you afraid of telling it? Be brave and stop torturing me , release what you have inside ....!

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